Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Oh like you could live without some greens and Co'n bread O_o

Well day 3 and I was doing great. I mean really great. Not that I won't continue to be awesome after today.....anyway let me explain my madness.

So I leave for a long and boring meeting at work only to come back to my IM window being open. At first I was pissed thinking to myself "Do these people not see that I am in a meeting?" Then I realized that it was one of my buddies at work (there are very few)so instead of me being completely disgusted that someone would have the audacity to disturb my computer's idle time, I read the IM.

It said this:

Buddy at work: I am going to pick up some "name and website of tastiest soul food restaurant on this side of town" what do y'all want?

Other buddy at work (remember there are only like 3): Wow that menu looks so good. Get me some fried chicken, maccaroni and cheese, greens, and some banana pudding.

Buddy at work: Cool I will call and put in the order in a few.

Message has sat idle for over 30 minutes since I was in a meeting

Me: awww man why y'all gotta order "name of tastiest soul food restaurant on this side of town" now??? Y'all know I am on a strict meal plan.........

Well I wouldn't be typing this if I didn't have some. It was good, but now I gotta get on track. I promise this is the last time (ok maybe not the last but I am focused on not being a fat @$$ anymore so it will be a very VERY limited amount of times).

It was good while it lasted...You know.... kinda like a dude/girl that you meet who is really good in bed but you know you have no future with......don't act like y'all don't know what I mean. O__o Oh well, now I gotta move on.


Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Late Night Confessions of a fat girl

So I didn't get a chance to post this last night but man oh man am I just a little disappointed.

So I made these turkey cutlets yesterday to have as a part of my lean and green meal. Those dog'gone things were soooooo good. I mean I seasoned the hell outta them joka's!!! Anyway with my late nights that i stay up of course I started getting what did I do? Well since you asked...I decided to have another turkey chop after midnight :O

Technically it was a new day so I didn't really do anything wrong O_o Okay I am a liar. I know that I shouldn't be eating that late especially on my meal plan and especially MEAT.

I don't know what it is, I just get hungrier later in the evening. Like right now I am not really hungry at all but I know I have to eat to stay on track with my meal plan. I may need to adjust my schedule again. I don't want to mess this whole journey up because I can't control my late night hunger. Maybe I will hold off from eating breakfast until about 10. *shrugs* I don't know but I gotta do something.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Okay, For Real, I'm Losing it - Week 1 Day 1: Medifast

So today I start the medifast plan. I needed something that was a little more restrictive than the plans that I have been doing so I found this. I wanted something that I didn't have to cook so much. Like I said before I am lazy so I needed this.

I opened everything up this morning and although I got off to a late start things are getting back on track. Tried the french vanilla shake as my first meal and I have to say......I kinda didn't like it, but I grinned and bore it.

Had the chocolate mint bars and they were also just ok. The soup......well to make it plain this ain't no gourmet food. Hell I barely made it until I got to eat my romaine salad with my turkey cutlet. I was about to give up on day one!

But I know that is not an option. Everyone told me that the food isn't the greatest but it will do (and at least I still can have my lean green meal).

So I have got to stick to this thing. 325 pounds....I am saying goodbye to this weight right now. I just know next order I will choose which foods I want. I need to order the things that I know I will eat.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Blogging again, I'm lazy, rocking the natural, gotta lose 100+ pounds, etc.


I deleted all of my old posts. I just couldn't keep up. I can't count how many social sites I am on not to mention I am just really busy at work. So signing in to a blog site to rant and rave about........well nothing because I am just random......was the last (well maybe not last) thing that I was thinking about.

But its a new day and I realize that blogging gives me some release. It will be hard to keep up with it because vlogging is so much easier and I don't have to sit here and type all these thoughts out. Hopefully I will be able to rant and rave just as well on here as I do on my YouTube Page.

So yeah I may lie say I will blog often, but who knows. I have so much to say but I put it all on Twitter, Facebook, and every other random social site I am already on. I don't want to be like those bloggers who I follow on twitter who tweet their whole blog post throughout the week and then send me a link to read their blog. Then I get there and its all the random ish I been reading on FB and twitter all week. UGH get some new material please!!! Glad I have my little tiny blog here so none of them are reading this.

Anywho I will keep you all updated on my progress. Starting a new weight loss plan tomorrow so you know I have to tell you all about it. It won't be easy, but who said losing this weight would be anyway???

***side note*** Before alla y'all start commenting/emailing me about how it won't work, it's not healthy etc. this is doctor approved. So when y'all start taking my insurance I will start taking your advice. ***end side note***

Oh yeah, and for all of you who have been living on planet PlutaNepturanus I took my locs out so I am rocking the natural again. I will post random pics of styles I am trying and all that great stuff. I will also post some pics of my clients when I do their hair. If you would like to set up your appointment please feel free to contact me at 555-777-9311 or send me a personal message ;-)

Thank you for coming out, God Bless you, Goodnight!